An event occurred to my 12 years with a history of family tree, I took away from my center until very recently.
The Allegory with my friends described my condition was:
"Bright, highly energetic, almost blinding, which come to us only intermittent flashes, as may escape through the cracks of a stone wall that surrounds it and, slowly, is crumbling. "
That was I, strong light behind the imprisonment of a stone wall, luckily in the process of collapse ...
The person in the physical world through which I "met my karma" to feel at one time great and unconditional love and absolute rejection and did not belong, it was my mother, the last link in the chain female my tree.
One day, after many similarities, I woke up from a lucid dream with the clear awareness that belonged not to my karma was fulfilled. And I felt the urgent need go see my mother.
Everything went smoothly and as in a sea of \u200b\u200blove.
we parted, with a sense hug, I told myself: "I've driven, has been the thing that I ate but it was and gripped me."
whole car ride home, happy, almost ecstatic, I was repeating the word "expulsion" and "I've driven!".
was a Sunday. I slept with a great sense of calm and enveloping universe. A few hours later, at dawn on Monday, I was awakened by pain Inmes. It was a stone in my right kidney. The doctor told me I was staying at the point of insertion of the ureter into the bladder. Technique was useless so handy to dilate the ureter. It was me and only me, myself who was expelled by the stone. Eject! again. And for myself, without involving anyone else.
I spent a week of terrible pain, more intense as I approached the expulsion. I no longer had the effect of morphine in pills or injections administered to me in the hospital.
the end, 7 days later, drove out the stone.
One week, an entire cycle, which was reflected in the external world of my inner personal battle waged for many years, the first cycle of my life.
A stone that, according to the allegory of my friend, was the last stone of the wall that had kept my light reaches the powerful, constant fluently myself as to others.
And there's more, never before and never after I suffered another colic.
And there is no other stone lodged in one of my two kidneys.
So that only stone in the right kidney, was only to make clear that the installation (something stuck) and expulsion were a reflection in the outside world aware of my suffering as gripping feeling as my subsequent release or rebirth .
I feel quite awake, alert and Present.
And all the wisdom accumulated during my lonely road to expulsion, is constantly present and available within me. Fills me, I agree.
I feel happy. Finally I allowed myself to be who I am.
Our real life is letting us be what we are.
My teacher and teacher of Taoist Massage Chi Nei Tsang was surprised at how connected I was with my emotions. Another says I have a beautiful feminine energy.
A French therapist with whom I met in a stage of Wu Tao and who gave a Chi Nei Tsang massage, she felt a surge of energy and transfigured her face. He said he was guided and connected and want to see me in Paris a once a month because they want to live without this feeling.
As I said, Our true life is letting us be what we are. So I hope
Lucid Dreaming and Synchronicity necessary so you can allow it to be what you are.
Love, Juna
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